Okay... I'm not really liking 'scarred_canvas' at all anymore... so I've created a new LJ called 'dead_antics' those who are on my friends list add that...

Kenny.

Bah, I'm sick and I feel like shit. I attempted going to school but ended up going home and sleeping till 3 something. Im still tired,

I'm sick, tired and bitchy.

And I think everyone can tell... the bitchy part atleast.

My rents should be home in a bit, should be a fun and entertaining. I'll watch em knock back a few and go to bed. Meaghans leaving on sunday, Im happy because of that.

I miss my cousins. All *has lost count*.. of them.

But inparticular I miss Jen, Amanda, Justin, Koltan, Carla and Joey most... *sigh* I can't wait for Christmas, I might get to go home and see them.

Later.

mood: angry music: This Time _ Mest.

( I’m severely fucking angry )

mood: HOLD ME AS WE DIE. music: Last Kiss - Mest

THEN, the highlight of the day- for me and Ashton anyways. We climbed up onto my roof and listened to Punk Rock. More so the up on the roof part but, for awhile Hot Water Music was playing my friends, oh yeah, it was playing.

I don't like him anymore, its great. HEHEHE. But I still hate her. Oh, well.

Motor Mech was awesome! I love it, I have to drop guitar so I can go into TAC. I partly want too... but then I really don't want to give up guitar. But then again, I refuse to fail or go to summer school this year. And I'm taking Guitar Lessons anyways, plus me and the Female Guitar Teacher don't get along AT ALL. 'Cause I'm an Ignorant little shit and she's a stupid bitch. *Grin*

BAH. Full day of school tomorrow, BUT I get to miss second so I can drop guitar. And the invovles talking to Mr. Wylde{IN THE STREETS} I don't like him... when I was in the ward, he came and visited with my roomate and he knew who I was. It was weird, not as weird as my Racist Elementary Principal bringing me a rose... luckily I was released the day before he came to share his concern for my well being. And Stans lol.

I'm in grade 10 and I still have 4 more years till freedom, curse you Trade School *smirk*

Bahahaha. I love Mest. Mest is Sick. I heart Mest. BAHAHAHA.

HOLYFUCK. I hate labels. And I'm tired of telling everyone that, so... DONT USE THEM.

  -Kenny

mood: WITH MEST music: A Whole Lot Of Mest-y-ness. It makes me grin!

No Longer believing everything. I can't say good-bye forever, but I'll say good bye for now. This time, like last time, its over. I'm leaving this behind- OKay, I officially can't stop loving Mest... it's just unpossible to get bored of them. Hee.

Kenny already has her outfit planned for tomorrow... my stupid no name brand hightops my cut offs and my studded hoodie that I haven't worn since LAST YEAR. I miss that damn thing, I mean for four years of my life I refused to take the hoodie off... and I've done nothing but ignore it this year, I feel absolutly terrible about it. Oh yeah, today... or yesterday I suppose I bought Give 'Em The Boot 4 I believe. It's a kickass cd I suggest you all atleast check out all the volumes of Give 'Em the Boot! Tim Armstrong, have I typed or said lately that your one of many of my Idols.

KILLAFORNIA HOME OF THE KILLA's.

You know what burns my nut [that are in a jar on my mantle]?

I think the question is, do you know why I have nuts in a jar. That aren't mine, or human for that matter. HEHEHEHEHEHEHHE.

Also... I don't have a mantle, or quite remember what a mantle is.

HALF DAY TODAY. YAY, WHOOPEEE! GOLLIE GEE BILLY THAT SURE IS A STEEP HILL.

just jump god damn it martha, i'll pick you up if you fall.

YOU SWEAR? ON YOUR G. I. JOE ACTION FIGURE

gollie martha, of course *mumbles slut* *pushes martha down the hill* fuck that... whore.

AAAAAAH BILLY HELP.

*walks away*

BAHAHAHA.

I'm wanting you wanting them.

*sigh*

Cross my heart, hope to die. I'll stick the fucking needle in your eyes.

Loff.

mood: dorky music: Rooftops - Mest

I stared at a fucking broke streetlight... it was the best ten fucking minutes of my life!

BAH. I seriously can't wait till November 1st, but a fellow Mest-Fucker assures me it'll be worth the wait... the DVD portion 'Seven Deadly Sins' sounds yummy.

Rooftops has got to be my favorite Mest song of all time, it just never gets old. My MM teacher thinks I'm weird, just because I choose to read about Hitler in my free time rather than subjecting myself to mindless chatter with my peers. I no one in the class, so I work and stick to myself *creepy grin*. I STICK TO MYSELF.

tall,wears black,crooked nose,long dark curlyish hair,awsome at drawing

funny

Japan Four, Japan Four. *yells running through a building to the nearest elevator*  In a million years they'll find me! Bannananana. Colin and Ashton are going to hang out tonight wifff meeeee *heart*. Should be much fun! Doofus, you fucking idiot! Christ on a cracker I have two theory sheets to do yet for homework and an assignment from Motor Mech. to complete.

News, News, News:

An update, for the people of Rome. Lucifer fell from Heaven and it's to be believed that he landed here, on this very spot. I like the channel A&E just because Serial Killers and Cold Case files interest me so. It rained today an every droplet was someones soul that had not been saved. [Don't ask, it'd be in your uncorrupted best interest *caring grin*] I choose not to smile anymore, I choose to grin. Grinning is just so much better. Grim agree's although he's one to smirk not grin, he still agree's though.

Top Breaking News:

I have no ass.

I tore my qaud muscle... or something in my leg and it hurts like a motherfucker.

I have to go pick up Chinese food in the pouring rain *grin* I like rain.

Charlie... is just doing that because he knows he looks good on the board!

This is the end of the top breaking news.

So... I Will Suck Dick For Smokes. LMFAO. Jennaling<3. Crayton. Hey... anyone who likes Pantera and Slayer is good in my books man. Moshing, it ain't for the weak... or the emo. Deal with it. Heehehehe. Fucking 2 days homeslices. 2 fucking days until I hop my way into CD plus slap some money down on the counter and walk out with Photographs in my discman! Hehehe, I can't wait.

I took my dog for a walk this afternoon... and when I was walking through the park, there was some old people playing football... it was funny hehehe. And then I went home. I just thought I'd lay that out there. Holy Shit, my mom and sister were watching The Secret Gardern... and I think I'm going to hell.

---->Jennalyn<---- says:

You're nothing but a shriveled little testicle

Kaylin;        Will Suck Dick For Smokes... eh Jen... lmao says:

 Lmao. you make me laugh dude

---->Jennalyn<---- says:

Imagine if you had a 3 foot long penis

---->Jennalyn<---- says:

every time you got hard....all the blood would just leave the rest of your body and you'd be lying there like a shriveled piece of bacon

Kaylin;        Will Suck Dick For Smokes says:

I loff you

---->Jennalyn<---- says:

*feels all warm and fuzzy...just like a testicle*

Bye Bye Fuckers.

HAHAHHA! IM OVER IT, IM OVER HIM. I'd rather just be his friend *grins triumphantly* DUDE. SIMPLEPLAN. Mother fucking floor seats. *Makes cop car noises* Sir, is a genius. I thank him for getting me three tickets for me and my fellow jackass's.

LATER

mood: I'm Drawing:) music: Perfect World - Simpleplan

Christ, I'm driving myself insane with this. And I can't just not let it bug me! Fuuuuck. Me 'n my fellow creepers better hang tonight or I'll stay in my lair and listen to 'Perfect World' on repeat 'till I drown in a sea of BOREDOM! Speaking of Simpleplan, they're coming to Regina on the 29th I believe with Hedley, might aswell check it out 'eh? It may wreck my Metal Head, Hardcore Reputation *Snorts, Sarcasm, Laughter* But hell I ain't missing a chance to see Pierre Bouvier all sweaty and... yeah. *More laughter* Okay, yeah I find it funny... lmao.

Fucking cd burners brushed off, christ. Piece of shit. CIGGYS. *licks lips* Yum. Parrots.

I WANT TO DEBATE IN MY ENGLISH CLASS!

Lmao, A girl in my class told me I should join the debate team... of course my response was a weird look and a quiet 'No'.

Shows Kennys Going To:

Himsa - Date: N/A yet.

Anti Flag, Bad Religion - Date: November 6th, Saskatoon.

Simpleplan - Date: November 19th, Regina.

HOLY FUCK! My friend Deeeeaaannnaaa, her and her friend are renting a bus next summer and fucking heading to Warped. Me and Stan as far as I know have reserved seats! =P HEHEHE. Life is good. So is water and Iced Tea.

Lmao. Kenny's been real over dramatic lately hasn't she guys *looks to the guys who nod and roll their eyes*

Pfft... I love you Grim! And Spyder! Your my favorite Whore Bangers... *cough cough*

I CANT BELIEVE MY DAUGHTER HAS A PENIS. I'm Drawing and typing, because I'm ever so multi-talented.

I'll hide you in my walls... your body will never be found, I'll wear you skin as a suit pretend to be you your friends will like you more than they used to.

Motor Mech is the shit, its so much fucking better that [Name goes here] dropped it, I can breathe easy now, knowing that I don't have to feel awkward when she insists we make small talk. It's too weird trying to be her friend again. Recent events have made that much more obvious BUT OHWELL, I love motor mech. I took a text home just so I could read it...  lmao. *Grins* I'm going to try and read most of it this weekend, I doubt that I will *has short attention span* but I'm going to try.  Bam Bam and Crayton... DAMN YOU JEN. FUCK. Those names are stuck in my heaaaaad, I call Jen tonight because she is my fellow fatty<333

Well yeah... I have no more to say... because I'm just boring that way...

TONY YAYO

OH YEAH... lmao I remember in Gym today, we were playing Benchball as our reward for having Gym outside for a week when it was hella cold. Any fucking way... I was sitting with Stan and Dayle against the wall... [I wasn't on their team] and Fall Out Boy came on the stereo and I was feeling annoying so I started telling everyer FOB was playing... yeah it was special... *Nervous cough* Later.

Again,

TONY YAYO

You want a bloody update? Huh, can you handle a bloody update! I think not! Oh, don’t act all high and mighty with me Ashton Ramirez! Don’t even think about it! Not for one second. You may be my father, but you sure as hell ain’t no son of mine! Bitch! Heheheehehehehehehehehe...

Here’s my NEW bloody update. All right, let me begin by telling you my entire life story...

It was a cold and windy day in mid November, Lori Ironstand was about to give birth to her second daughter and child “Kenny Drayven Torello” Technically that is my name, so lets just stick with that. The next 14 years and 11 months are pretty boring so let’s just skip that... PRESENT DAY: Here I am... JACKASS.

Back to reality where no one gives a rats ass about my life story *grins*

I sorry – To Jen, I forgot to call you... BUT I loff you my friend and fellow Fatty<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

[Seven horses lay in a mess of rotting flesh, maggots and flies.]

*arrows point to the statement above*

Heehaw- Those are the Fuct up visions in my head... at this moment. I’m sure there’ll be more later... which of course I’ll be happy to share. And draw for all HERE to see. And Jen, ‘Cause I’ll scan and email ‘em to her. ^.^

Religion

Rights

Freedom

Responsibility

Respect

Conformity

Prejudice

Racism

Justice

Injustice

Government

Political Views

Death Penalty. Holy Crap. Don’t ask, I’m thinking a lot right now.

I can’t wait for Halloween. I want it to be here already. I want to rent a shit-load of “Scary” Movies and subject Colin, Crystal, Spyder, Grim and Stan to each and every one of them *Maniacal Laughter* and there’s nothing they can do about it!

 I love horror movies, Horror; it’s the greatest genre of all time.

My speakers aren’t working... so I’m listening to the WOLF... and they’re going to play The Foo Fighters!  Yeah! I think... or maybe... they’re just talking about them... I don’t know I miss my speakers and their ability to work.

He’s a bloody serial killer, woman. Just fucking shoot him and quit screaming like a fucking idiot!

MY POP-PILLI-O- SO’s, Eh Stan? Lmao.

I’m so fucking bored. Waaaaah.

( Rest In Peace<3 )

Well Hello in TV land! Sorry... WELL MY BACK HURTS. lmao.

 Ashton told me to update so here I am! Updating. SHAZAM!

I just took Bret's man- hood away from him. Now he must suffer. So how was school JACKASS.

ITS DARK IN MY HOUSE IM SCARED

Here's a piece of a most interesting conversation between Chelsea and I.

HAHAHA.

THE GIGLER!!! *cries* *hugs him*

BIG NEWS GUYS ASHTON HAS A BLISTER! :O:O:O

That poor thing she's suffering... lmao.

Grim: What the fuck...
Kenny: Bannanananananan!
Grim: *shakes head*
Kenny: Grim?
Grim: *sigh* Yes, Kenny?
Kenny: Where's Spyder and Ashton?
Grim: *shrugs, chugs beer, throws can away from him*
Kenny: *puts chloroform on a rag and on Grims mouth*
Grim: *Knocked Out*

Kenny: *slaps side of Grims face playfully* Jackass.

BYE

OKAY MY BAD, IT WAS 10-13 POSTS AGO... PLEASE READ. :'(

(weird laughter, cause I can see why no one wants to read my story... Jenn thought it was weird. JEN and she's fucked)

YOU FUCKING WHORES...

NOONE FUCKING READ MY FUCKING STORY I POSTED LIKE 5 POST's AGO. I'M HEARBROKEN... you fuckers.</3

I LOST MY FAITH LONG AGO

In Jen and I's minds, Travis Barker and Tony Lovato are getting it on... Just because I'm picturing Tony with his mohawk. And Jen as this weird thing for Sir Travis Barker...

On another note, in about three hours I'm going to be subjected to a thing called "Thanksgiving", where I shall have food shoved down my throat and I'll be picked apart by my "family". Stanley and I have been trying to figure out why we have thanks giving all morning, and niether of us can come to a conclusion. I forget what its for, other than the 'giving thanks' part I have no fucking clue. Hm.

Well. my sister is a stupid skeez. I hate her with a fiery passion. She's so close minded and judgemental, she's pathetic. And if you knew her and had to deal with her on a daily basis like I have then you'd see why. She's a sixteen year old highschool dropout, who works at a laundromat (sp?) for three hours a day. When she's not sitting on her ass there, shes here stuffing her face and making a mess for me to clean up when I get home.

I just love siblings.

Where's my brother? GRIM? Oh there he is, I love Grim. *hugs Grim*

I WAS BETRAYED ONE MORE DAY! OF MY SHORT LIFE! YOU WERE CARRIED AWAY, HAVE NO SHAME!

Sorry... I'm listening to Pantera.

  Dimebag Darrell

   1966 - 2004

In out Hearts, he Lives

   Rest In Peace

I dress in all black in mourning... I dress in black anyway. 'Cause I'm such a XCORE GOTH! lmfao.

WHAAA, I'm bored. And I can't wait for Mest's new album to come ouuuuut. WANG CHUNG TONIGHT.

KERRY KING IS A FUCKING GENIUS.

Jenna needs to live here! Okay Jen! Agreed, see you soon!

STELLA SHOW DOG.

I love my guitar, I love practicing. Although I hate the guitar class I have at school... I don't like the setting.

ONE, TWO THREE. MOTHER FUCKER I DON'T CARE!

KENNY OUT.

mood: xzcadasd`~~ HWhwhwhw music: THE WASHING MACHINE AND ME LEAVING

©Copyright 2005, Property of Kaylin Howie.

Bodies left and right, the only one left to survive the poison punch

This was your genocide, a revenge of sorts

They judged you, picked you apart

Wrecked you inner strength then tore you apart

But they were just like you, Different in far too many ways

Disfigured beyond emotional recognition

Judged by everyone, even themselves

Wanting to be something, afraid of dying a nothing

They hated you because you weren’t like them, in anyway they could see

They judged you based on a conformist belief

They didn’t understand the effect their words would create

They didn’t understand that underneath your uncaring façade, there was a thick pure hate

You lied your way in, made a few friends; found yourself invited to a party

Decided that, that night would be their unknowing end

You concocted a liquid with rat poison and pills adding some punch for that little kick

You kid your cynical grin with and upbeat smile; they almost didn’t let you in at the door

They saw your bowl of punch and then they were all for it; they figured at least you brought something to entice your welcome

You watched then sip the pink drink

You watched them as they slipped towards that eternal sleep

They fell to the floor, one by one

You left standing; your drink untouched

You slipped out the door bidding a silent adieu

Mumbling to yourself “what a bunch of god damn fools”

They next day at school, half your class was missing

You thought to yourself

“If only they’d of listened when I told them to stop”

“If only I didn’t let them get to me, the way I did”

Okay, that was it. I have no title yet. Comments?

Oh yeah, that was for an English assignment.

BAH. JEN NOT YET, NOT YET. SOON CHICKEN VING SOON!